above: The Anson female convict ship to Tasmania
I've been looking for sheet music online and found it's just such an amazing resource. Gone are the days when we have to travel to a music store to buy music. I've been following through decades, going backwards in time and finding pure gems. Songs I have known and forgotten and songs I have never heard before. Today I found old Australian songs and especially love the female convict songs. The lyrics are sometimes quite moving and really conjure up a sense of the lives and histories of these women. Though we Aussies do not all necessarily have "convict blood" many of us can relate to the idea of exile and imagine these women's need to adjust to a new and sometimes strange land.
There is often an incredible sense of sadness and a strong portrayal of the distance between these women and their home countries which many would never have set foot on again.
One of these songs is entitled "Female Transportation". That may be a title given to this song by others later... here are the last verses..
We labour hard from morn to night
until our bones do ache
Then every one they must obey
their mouldy beds must make
We often wish when we lay down
we ne'er may rise no more
To meet our savage Governor
upon Van Diemen's shore
Every night when I lay down
I wet my straw with tears
While wind upon that horrid shore
did whistle in our ears
Those dreadful beasts upon
that land around our cots do roar
Most dismal is our doom upon
Van Diemen's shore
Come all young men and maidens
do bad company forsake
If tongue can tell our overthrow
it will make your heart to ache
Young girls I pray be ruled by me
your wicked ways give o'er
For fear like us
you spend your days
upon Van Diemen's shore
above: Parramatta Female Factory, c 1826In New South Wales female convicts were either assigned to families as servants or immediately sent to a "Female Factory". It has been estimated that 1 in 5 Australians had a female ancestor who worked in one of these factories. If the women had children they lived with them there, in the factories.
Besides the old Australian, British and Irish folk songs, I've also been enjoying songs from all eras..songs I think of as bright and simple..songs of happiness. Our world is so complicated and sometimes so filled with cynicism, darkness and hate. These songs can still bring a bit of sunshine...
You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away
The other nite, dear,
As I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms.
When I awoke, dear,
I was mistaken
And I hung my head and cried.
You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
